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Thursday, July 21, 2005

DISCLAIMER!!!

This entry is gonna be an Ecclesiastes-like entry. If you don't know what in the world is Ecclesiastes, then please read your Bibles! So people who are on the brink of a nervous breakdown or have suicidal tendencies please avoid this entry!! I apologise for any inconvenience caused. I just need to let it out you know. =)





Today has been very boring for me, the start of my holidays with nothing to do. I was staring at my computer wallpaper the whole day, deep in thought. My mom must have thought I was going crazy, heh.

I was thinking about our youth and the past and all that. And it stuck me, how well do I really know these people? Some of them, I've grown up with, played with when I was little, and sometimes fought with. I go to church every Sunday, I greet everyone good morning, do small talk with them, have fun, but in the end do I really know them?

People who are my good friends in church, yes we are good friends, but dare I say only on Sundays? How often do we keep in contact during the weekdays? We brother sister on Sunday, but strangers any other day? How well do I really know you? Or you know me? Only God knows. Do we put on a mask on Sunday? And let loose when we are with other friends? ((I realised after I typed this, some people will think I'm talking abt Sam Goh. I'm not. I'm talking abt the other youths who were and some still are my good friends in church.))

My cell group, do I really know them? We meet for cell every Sunday, talk, share, play and pray. But that's all we ever do. I see every cell, they are all about the same. Do we really know what our cell members are going through? Do we know their likes and dislikes?

I seem to be among many friends, but I'm not. I seem to be in every group, but I'm not. Why? Am I the one wearing the mask? I feel like a damn hypocrite.

But of course, it will not continue. This sad behaviour stops now! From now onwards, I will find out more about my friends, my cell members, be their friend, a true friend.

I do not know how to end this entry, I'm typing this as it comes into my head and all I know is that I've not gone crazy. And I'm still the same ol' J Mo. =)
I just wrote this coz I see the lack of warmth in our youth nowadays. I don't know...

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