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Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low

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Personality Disorders


Histrionic Personality Disorder

People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. Histrionics also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.


Narcissistic Personality Disorder

Narcissistic personality disorder is characterized by self-centeredness. Like histrionic disorder, people with this disorder seek attention and praise. They exaggerate their achievements, expecting others to recongize them as being superior. They tend to be choosy about picking friends, since they believe that not just anyone is worthy of being their friend. Narcissists tend to make good first impressions, yet have difficulty maintaining long-lasting relationships. They are generally uninterested in the feelings of others and may take advantage of them.


Schizotypal Personality Disorder

Many believe that schizotypal personality disorder represents mild schizophrenia. The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow.


Antisocial Personality Disorder

A common misconception is that antisocial personality disorder refers to people who have poor social skills. The opposite is often the case. Instead, antisocial personality disorder is characterized by a lack of conscience. People with this disorder are prone to criminal behavior, believing that their victims are weak and deserving of being taken advantage of. Antisocials tend to lie and steal. Often, they are careless with money and take action without thinking about consequences. They are often agressive and are much more concerned with their own needs than the needs of others.




Wow... That's all I gotta say, this quiz is rather accurate. I'm just a bit curious why my Paranoid Personality Disorder is just moderate, since I actually went to search google for a personality disorder quiz coz I thought I was schizophrenic. Haha.

I understand the histrionic and narcissistic part, it's quite clear to me why I am rated high in those two already. LOL! =P

Schizotypal? Antisocial?! Haha... I went to click for more info, and I realised that they are more or less true! Man...

I believe I've said a few times that I grow tired of things easily, that is a schizotypal for you! Impulsive? Careless with money? That's antisocial alright!

Haha... So weird! I'm histrionic and narcissistic, at the same time I'm schizotypal and antisocial. Two totally opposite and different disorders! The first two are so extrovert, then the other two are like introvert disabilities.

Maybe I just have multiple personality disorder, or maybe I'm just paranoid. (:

I've finally gotten tired of this stupid story already, it was fun while it lasted. I realised I always grow tired of things easily, but that's not the case for people of course! (:

The first story in mabel's blog was the nicest but as I continued on in other people's blogs. It got lamer and lamer until it wasn't funny at all. Well, to me anyway. It became like a chore and I don't like that, just like blogging.

Blogs, I've no interest in them anymore but I guess I'll update once in a while to oblige my loyal fans who flood my msn asking me not to abandon the blog. Wahahaha! =P


Today was the first day of Chinese New Year, and I was playing drums. I think I finally understood what we lack in the youth already - a proper practice. Normally our practices are, just that, practices. We just can't wait to get the thing over and done with and go out to play with friends. I admit I am guilty of that, as of many people.

But our practice yesterday was really good, we put our focus on God and the practice didn't even felt like a practice at all! It was loads of fun and we all felt blessed by the worship we had, I actually wanted to use 'short time of worship' but then the whole thing lasted about 2 hours? Quite long huh? But didn't felt long. Heh.

So today the worship went great too, I left everything to God and before I started playing I said a short prayer to remind who is in charge, not me, but God. Just one line actually. Heh. =P

"Bless my hands to worship You."

I kinda like this line, so I'll use it everytime I touch the drums, to remind myself to always let God take charge. (:


And as I've said, today is the first day of Chinese New Year and I'm done bai nianing for the day; work half day only la. Hahaha (:

And I've already collected an insanely large amount of money already, it has already broke my last year's amount and my guess is that it will definately break my all time record come end of chinese new year. Haha.

I would like to thank God. He has really blessed me many times over and I pray that God will continue to bless me, my family and my friends throughtout this new year.(:

And I'm really quite embarassed taking the ang bao from the GNK. I don't know what to say la, "Thank you!" is all I can muster. Heh.


Bless my hands to worship you Lord

WE ARE THE ALL KNOWING TELETUBBIES ORGANISATION!

Fear us!! Bawahahaha!!!!

Do you think that we do not know you have sent out an encoded message to your friends for help? Do you think we were fooled when your friend you called 'Serene' helped blogged as you?

We have traced her blog too, and we know of your plans to infiltrate our base. Even though we knew so much, we have decided not to move.

Now the all-important question is, will you survive till the last chapter and be the hero? Or will you just be another side character who dies midway through the story?

Have a nice day.

the assasins left! after fairy godsister sprinkled some fairy dust, they left me alone! how's that? :D so now im back to blogging! all thanks to fairygodsister who made ALOTALOTALOT of effort sprinkling fairy dust (:

oh and those who wanna read the continuation of my stalker, go to eugenia's blog. and then serene's blog for part three. its going to be sooo interesting, your eyeballs will pop out of your eye sockets! haha.. :p

LESS THAN TWO MORE HOURS TO CNY!! hehe.. so ill wish everyone an early happy chinese new year because im such a piggy. i took a loooooooooong afternoon nap and im still super tired! man.. i must be the only guy who sleeps at ten every year. hahah!

man.. but i have to wake up at 6+ on a new years day cos service starts at nine and i have to be at practice at eight! ohmygoodness.. but at least i have zec to fetch me, unlike my poor fairygodsister, who has to wake up at 545 cos she has no transport ):

here's wishing everyone a properous new year! may the girls be pretty, and the boys be handsome! wahah =P i hope i get alot alot of ang bows.. *hinthint* :p

This is me. Shhh... Don't make any sudden movements, they are watching.

I've decided to come out of hiding after seeing the previous post to warn you people and also to tell you of my plans. The previous post was done by serene the siao zhar bo, she doesn't know the danger she is exposing herself to by doing this.

I am posting here to ask of your help, if you do not know why I am doing this, please refer to this link. The white colored post on Thursday, 26th of January will shed some light on the predicament I'm in right now.

I strongly suggest that you read the link above before continuing so that you will grasp the full extent of the seriousness of the matter.



To confuse 'them' I will need all your help. Help me update while I am gone. This might throw them off my scent for some time, while I go in search of the 'secret'. I will be going to Russia, the source of the first message to commence my search.

So people, help me out! If you want to help me update, please ask me of my blog account. I will gladly give it to you. I know that you will face certain dangers in doing so, but I do not have any choice but to ask you.

I've masked this post in a complicated web of firewalls and codes, that only the people whom I've allowed access will be able to read. So that means this message is for your eyes only! Yes, I'm asking you to help me.

Do not worry about me, I have my associates who will protect me till death. But I fear that some are spies for 'them', and my movements are known. I fear there is not much time left, I've already escaped from the assassin once, I do not know if I will survive again. I sincerely hope that this race of life and death will end with me being the victor and I will get to see all your faces again. Soon.


Till we meet again,
Joel.

hear ye.

the spark is back.

i am going to revive this blog.

this blog is officially alive.

who said it was dead anyway?

you guys. KEEP TAGGING!! so that a certain innocent victim of a stalker will come off his nonsense and return to blogsville.

shh. i think he is hallucinating. about the assination. or vandalism. or whatever. (read it in www.masaaki-.blogspot.com)

anyways. you guys have to keep this thing going okie? dont let it rot. its a promise! (;

Just came home after a long day. Very tired. Haha.

I've decided to remove my tagboard and maybe abandon my blog. Dunno, just had the impulse to do so. Haha...

The blog fever is long gone, and now it's time to find something else to occupy my time. Heh...

So lets see how long this blog will rot. Maybe a week? A month? Or even a year. Heh. So Adios people. It was fun while it lasted (:

P.S. :: I can't even last thru to my 1 year blog anniversary. Haha... Sad. (:

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Heh... Can anyone sponser me this phone? Wah lau eh... Damn nice la, I want!! (:
I'll erm... Gladly wash your toilet for one day? Heh... ^^;

I shall update due to the request of a particular siao zhar bo. (:

This year has already shown itself to be a difficult year for me indeed. Especially this coming week, which I've dubbed "THE HELL WEEK". If I survive it, I'll clear quite alot of trouble for 2006 already. Heh.

Why you ask? I'll have to hand in all my overdue assignments for the past semester by next week, finish my Final Year Project report also by next week, hand in all my other project reports, yes you've guessed it! By next week!!

And I've put upon myself a self-imposed handphone ban, coz I've exploded my bill for this month and the previous one. Maybe I shall ban myself from using the com too. Heh. Just to see how long I can hold out. Yes, maybe I'm sadistic. Wahahaha...

Other than this week, there's the whole month of Feb I'll have to worry about. My Semester Exams!! Just weeks after Chinese Year Year! Yup, that sucked alright. Haha... I've only 3 papers to take. And for the term test, I've gotten 92 for one of them but I shall decline to say how much I've gotten for the other 2 papers. Haha...

So I gotta MUG super hard for those 2 papers, yup.

But after I've cleared Feb, the whole year should be smooth sailing for me, until sept when I'll be enlisting into the army. Heh.

Tough times await me! I shall move on into the future knowing that God will be by my side! (:

The Nameless Monster

Once upon a time, there lived a nameless monster.
The monster was dying to have a name so badly.
So the monster decided to set out on a journey to find itself a name.
But the world was such a large place.
So the monster split into two and went on to two seperate journeys.
One went to the East and the other went to the west.
The monster that went to the east found a village.

There was a blacksmith at the village entrance.
"Mr.Blacksmith, please give me your name" said the monster.
"I can't give you my name" replied the blacksmith.
"If you give me your name I will jump inside you and make you stronger in return." said the monster.
"Really? I'll give you my name if you can make me stronger.", the blacksmith told the monster.
The monster jumped inside the blacksmith.
The monster became Bob the blacksmith.
Bob the blacksmith was the strongest man in the village.
But one day he said:
"Look at me! Look at me!"
"The monster inside of me has grown this big!"
*Chomp, chomp, munch, munch, gobble, gobble, gulp*
The hungry monster ate Bob from the inside out.

The monster then went back to become a monster without a name.
Even though he jumped inside Jim the shoemaker....
*Chomp, chomp, munch, munch, gobble, gobble, gulp*
He went back to being a monster without a name again.
Even though he jumped inside Thomas the hunter.....
*Chomp, chomp, munch, munch, gobble, gobble, gulp*
He still went back to being a monster without a name.
The monster then went to a castle to find a wonderful name.
Inside the castle, there was a very sick boy.
"I'll make you stronger if you give me your name" said the monster
In reply, the boy told him "I'll give you my name if you can cure my illness and make me stronger."
So the monster jumped inside the boy.
The boy became very healthy.

The King was delighted.
"The prince is well! The prince is well!" said the King.
The monster became fond of the boy's name.
He also grew fond of his life inside the castle.
That's why he endured even when he became hungry.
Every day, even when his stomach became very empty, he endured.
But then he became so hungry....
"Look at me! Look at me!" said the boy.
"The monster inside of me has grown this big!"
The boy then ate his father, servants, and everyone.
*Chomp, chomp, munch, munch, gobble, gobble, gulp*
Because everyone was gone....
The boy left on a journey
He walked and walked for days.....

One day the boy met the monster that went west
"I have a name" said the boy.
"It's a wonderful name."
And then the monster that went west said...
"I don't need a name."
"I'm happy even if I don't have a name."
"Because we're monsters without names."
The boy ate the monster that went west.
Even though he now had a name....
There was no one left to call him by his name.
Dan.
It is a wonderful name.



Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that. Hate multiplies hate, violence multiplies violence, and toughness multiplies toughness in a descending spiral of destruction...The chain reaction of evil...hate begetting hate, wars producing more wars... must be broken, or we shall be plunged into the dark abyss of annihilation.
Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.

The Happy Wise Magician is very busy. He has no time to look in the mirror but blows his trumpet all day long.
The Happy Wise Magician's trumpet brings everyone happiness.

The Happy Wise Magician is very busy, he has no time to look in the mirror, but spreads his magical water.
The magical water raises mountains of green, nurtures the fields and make flower gardens.

The Happy Wise Magician is very busy. He has no time to look in the mirror but gives everyone names.
Your name is Bob. Your name is Jim. Your name is Thomas. Your name is Dan.
Dan gave his own hat to the Magician in thanks.
He was very happy. He wanted to see himself with his new hat, so he looked into the mirror for the first time.

But what he saw in the mirror was a monster.

Help me think of a nicer name than The Happy Wise Magician can? Haha...
I think I've a very demented brain indeed. @_@

I am now the current longest tag record holder. 13 tags. Hahaha. I'm bo liao. So sue me.

I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me. -- Phil 4:13.

Today was a humbling and a learning experience for me. Nothing can be done by me alone, everything done is God working through us! Glory and praise be to God! =)

Before worship today everyone fasted and prayed. Even tho I still screwed up here and there; I think it was my worse drum playing ever period, people still say they felt the Lord's presence during the worship. I could see people sobbing, praying and just soaking in the presence of the Lord, but I was just numb to it all. Partly coz I was feeling very sianed and stress by then, coz of my totally off playing today. Heh.

But I still learned that if we offer whatever we have to God, and let him take control everything will still turn out fine in the end. Heh.

After everything, Mabel came to church after her tournament. Heh... Then after that we went to play dota! The cab we took to paradiz was like how cool man! It looked like a London cab! Haha.

Was actually suppose to celebrate Jul's birthday by playing lan today, was gonna treat him. BUT THEN! He dunno why, last last last last minute pang seh us. Haha. Never mind la, we'll celebrate it another time then! (:

Played 2 rounds of dota, then dunno who insisted on playing CS source. Lame sia. I know la! Must be Sam Goh right? Haha... Not happy that I win him dota, so must find a game to win me back. Haha... But my CS still not bad right? Heh... U can't say u thrash me in CS, while I can say I thrash u in dota. (:

Then played another round of dota, I randomed and tio an intel hero. I've always hated intel hero, never liked them and never will. Today was yet another fine example why... I lost.

Yes, all you people can gasp and go "Oh my!! How can the legendary dota-er Joel the Genius ever lose in dota!!". But the sad truth is, I lost. Intel heros just die too fast to do anything! And their skills do not increase expodentially in usefulness with their level, unlike str and agi heros.

Yes, I guess I must be boring the uncles and aunties to death with all this dota talk. So I shall keep this simple for everyone! Intel heros suck. And the only way you people can beat me is if I randomed and tio an intel hero. Wahahaha... No la, just joking only!! I'm not so buay hiao bai and proud k? I think everyone on earth knows i'm a nice guy right? rightttttttt?? o.O

So anyway, after dota, alvin, brian and me went to MT! Btw mabel. MT is not a stupid lame game k? It is not even a game!! It is a very realistic driving simulator and it helps improve your reaction time and driving skills k? Later u see when I take my driving test, 1 time clear everything man! No such thing as retake!! Haha.

Hmm... On 2nd thought, I might fail. Coz the examiner will be scared to death of my uber fast and cool driving. *VROOM VROOM!!* (:

So that's it for my day. (:

And on the point of my tagboard which you people can see on the right. And for the uncles and aunties who lurk in my blog and don't know what it is. It is that retangular box thing u see on the right, filled with messages and familiar names like john2 and mabel.

As you can see, it's dominated by the 2 of them. And what u've said mabel, will come true. Coz u r my super bestest fren and I don't want people to go, "Eh... Mabel only say this kind of things... But never come true one, I don't trust her liao!"... Yes... See how considerate I am? (:

DISCLAIMER!! WHAT I AM ABOUT TO SAY IS NOT WHAT I THINK! I AM JUST SAYING WHAT MABEL THINKS I WILL SAY. (:

Wah seh!! So many people tag my blog! And tag so long some more!! Haha... My blog happening man!! My tagboard even more happening!! Join the happening crowd! Tag my board now! That includes you uncles and aunties! (:

I think I'm on form now, type so long also haven't feel like stopping. Wahaha... But I dread to think that I have to return the longest tag favor to the 2 of them. I regret asking them to tag longgggggggg tags on my blog. I really do. ):

Haha... So that's it for today's post! Cya next time on herochan's adventure on channel blogspot! (:

Today totally slacked at home, or should I say rest? Haha. Was trying out Cynthia's idea yesterday, hehe. So I abstained from the computer for the whole morning n afternoon. ((Actually didn't have a choice la, my mother wanted to use. Wahaha! =P))

Was bored, so I updated serene's blog. I was just writing some mumbo jumbo rubbish, you know? The kind where whatever pops into your mind you just write it down. And it actually came out quite good n funny huh serene? Hehe...

Was still bored, so I searched for a new blog skin. Aesthetically, my blog was rotting, so I decided to revamp the image of my blog! Brown is the new in color man! So cool right? Haha...

I'm still bored. But I can't find anything else to do. Hmm... Why am I always bored? What is my raison d'etre?

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
And just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed
Nothin' seems to fit
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'

So I just did me some talkin' to the sun
And I said I didn't like the way he got things done
Sleepin' on the job
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'

But there's one thing I know
The blues they send to meet me won't defeat me
It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red
Cryin's not for me
'Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'
Because I'm free
Nothin's worryin' me

[trumpet]

It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red
Cryin's not for me
'Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'
Because I'm free
Nothin's worryin' me

Quote of the day
"The earth is going bonkers!!" - Sereniie-ty

Ahhhh.... Haha... It's crazy man! It has been raining non-stop for like what? One week already? Morning rain until night. Night rain until morning. Bah.
Got caught in the rain every single time, humans don't learn their lessons well do they? Heh... My mom keep nagging me to bring an umbrella everytime I go out, but somehow I would always forget. Man... I think I'm senile. At least I got my hood jacket in my bag all the time. Haha...
I wish it would rain on Saturday and Sunday morning tho! Heh... *wink wink*

Using the com in school, so boring. Got classes until 5. Bah. Cya~! =)

At age 47, the Rolling Stones' bassist, Bill Wyman, began a relationship with 13-year old Mandy Smith, with her mother's blessing. Six years later, they were married, but the marriage only lasted a year. Not long after, Bill's 30-year-old son Stephen married Mandy's mother, age 46. That made Stephen a stepfather to his former stepmother. If Bill and Mandy had remained married, Stephen would have been his father's father-in-law and his own grandpa.


In 1939 Irving Berlin composed a Christmas song but thought so little of it that he never showed it to anybody. He just tossed it into a trunk and didn't see fit to retrieve it until he needed it for a Bing Crosby-Fred Astaire movie, HOLIDAY INN 10 years later.
Bing Crosby was a staunch Catholic and at first refused to sing the song because he felt it tended to commercialize Christmas. He finally agreed, took eighteen minutes to make the recording, and then the "throw-away" song become an all-time hit.
Crosby's version has sold over 40 million copies. All together, this song has appeared in 750 versions, selling 6 million copies of sheet music and 90,000,000 recordings ,just in the United States and Canada.
You might not recognize the song from the movie HOLIDAY INN...or from the composer's name of Irving Berlin. But you're bound to know it because it's on everyone's list of Christmas favorites: WHITE CHRISTMAS.


Warner Communications paid $28 million for the copyright to the song "Happy Birthday".


No one knows where Mozart is buried.





What have all this stuff got to do with my life?
ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

Yes.. I'm bored. Now off to do some homework..... and some Mozart grave hunting! =)

>*Breakfast at McDonald's. Please read until the end.*
>*
>This is a good story and is true, please read it all the way through
>until the end! (After the story, there are some very interesting
>facts!): *
>*
>
>I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed
>my college degree.
>
>The last class I had to take was Sociology.
>
>The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish
>every human being had been graced with.
>
>Her last project of the term was called "Smile."
>
>The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document
>their reactions.
>
>I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say
>hello anyway, so, I thought this would be a piece of cake,
>literally.
>
>Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son,
>and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning.
>
>It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son.
>
>We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden
>everyone around us began to back away, and then even my husband did.
>
>I did not move an inch... an overwhelming feeling of panic welled up
>inside of me as I turned to see why they had moved.*
>*
>
>As I turned around I smelled a horrible "dirty body" smell, and
>there standing behind me were two poor homeless men.
>
>As I looked down at the short gentleman, close to me, he was
>"smiling".
>
>His beautiful sky blue eyes were full of God's Light as he searched
>for acceptance.
>
>He said, "Good day" as he counted the few coins he had been
>clutching.
>
>The second man fumbled with his hands as he stood behind his friend.
>I realized the second man was mentally challenged and the blue-eyed
>gentleman was his salvation.
>
>I held my tears as I stood there with them.
>
>The young lady at the counter asked him what they wanted.
>
>He said, "Coffee is all Miss" because that was all they could
>afford. (If they wanted to sit in the restaurant and warm up, they
>had to buy something. He just wanted to be warm).
>
>Then I really felt it - the compulsion was so great I almost reached
>out and embraced the little man with the blue eyes.
>
>That is when I noticed all eyes in the restaurant were set on me,
>judging my every action.
>
>I smiled and asked the young lady behind the counter to give me two
>more breakfast meals on a separate tray.
>
>I then walked around the corner to the table that the men had chosen
>as a resting spot. I put the tray on the table and laid my hand on
>the blue-eyed gentleman's cold hand.
>
>He looked up at me, with tears in his eyes, and said, "Thank you."
>
>I leaned over, began to pat his hand and said, "I did not do this
>for you. God is here working through me to give you hope."
>
>I started to cry as I walked away to join my husband and son. When I
>sat down my husband smiled at me and said, "That is why God gave you
>to me, Honey, to give me hope."
>
>We held hands for a moment and at that time, we knew that only
>because of the Grace that we had been given were we able to give.
>
>We are not church goers, but we are believers.
>
>That day showed me the pure Light of God's sweet love.
>
>I returned to college, on the last evening of class, with this story
>in hand.
>
>I turned in "my project" and the instructor read it.
>
>Then she looked up at me and said, "Can I share this?"
>
>I slowly nodded as she got the attention of the class.
>
>She began to read and that is when I knew that we as human beings
>and being part of God share this need to heal people and to be
>healed.
>
>In my own way I had touched the people at McDonald's, my husband,
>son, instructor, and every soul that shared the classroom on the
>last night I spent as a college student.
>
>I graduated with one of the biggest lessons I would ever learn:
>UNCONDITIONAL ACCEPTANCE.
>
>Much love and compassion is sent to each and every person who may
>read this and learn how to** *
>
> *LOVE PEOPLE AND USE THINGS - NOT LOVE THINGS AND USE
>PEOPLE.** **
>
> If you think this story has touched you in any way, please
>send to
> others.
>
> God Gives every bird it's food, but He does not throw it into
>its nest.

I realised the importance of resting when I am sick, heh. Coz I always have the habit of not resting even tho I am sick. I remember there was once during secondary school, I've fever and flu and I still play basketball the whole day. Yeah... But I guess that is not the right thing to do huh?

So I'll rest then, rest till tues and I'll see if I can make it. Heh... Maybe I'll just be the super sub! I'll sub in when we'r losing and help the youths win the game!! Haha!

But on the other hand, I'm 20 this year... Am I still youth? Haha. All the other young adults join the adult team leh. Ramesh!! Jon Leong! Why have thou forsaken me!! Wahaha... =P

Splitting headache. Very pain. Gonna faint. Gotta go sleep. So that I can faint in my sleep. Haha. Good nite. (:

Eh... Chao Ah Lian ask me to update, but I dunno wad to write. Haha.

Today school boring la, almost konked out, but kept myself awake by reading the Bible. So clever right? But then!! I was reading Exodus chapter 26 onwards? All the dimensions and materials to build the temple, so boring!!! Almost konked out reading that part... Haha.

After that went to meet Ashley and Joshua to discuss about our youth cell for 2006. Discussed lots of stuff, exciting! Before we knew it it was like 5pm already!! We spent 4 and a half hours discussing... Wow! My brain fried liao, all our brains were! Haha. You should've seen our faces when we were done discussing. I think we can go act in Land of the Dead liao, surely get Oscar award! Wahaha...

Nothing more to write liao leh. Erm... Dota rocks? Ha. I bet you all already know that, for those who don't, there's only one thing to say to you.

GG NO RE.
D0tA pwn5 j00.

Just woke up... So refreshed! Haha...
I haven't done any planning for this new year yet, coz of the chalet and all that.

But I'll start doing some money planning, school planning, army planning and most importantly spiritual planning. Hope I'll do a reasonably realistic plan and that I'll follow it thru the whole year. Haha. =)

Just came back from SGC Chalet yesterday, very fun and very tiring too... Haha.
Today had school somemore, super tired la. My brain is still numb from tiredness, so my sentences might not make sense somehow. Bear with me k? Haha. =)

I liked the quiet day, tho it was quite short. But it was very refreshing, just sitting there facing the beach and tuning in to God. Initially I thought it would feel very draggy and long, but before I knew it, the alarm on the watch went off and I had to head back to the chalet. Haha.
That's what I like abt SGC, not everything is about having fun and stuff. We grow together spiritually too, learning how to do QT, experiencing quiet day, doing PDL. =)

During the quiet day I was reflecting about the past year, and some stuff just dawned upon me. Some of them you might go like "duh", but it was a revelation to me anyhow.

- God is just so wonderful, looking at the clouds and sea and feeling the wind. Really thank God for creating everything.

- Thank God for blessing me in the area of playing drums. I never thought I was good. But I realise that I am here with this skill because of the Grace of God, and I will use this gift He has given me to worship Him. I've always thought it's hard to play drums and worship God at the same time, but I'll try to do so from now on. =)

- Thank God for my parents. I've taken them for granted most of the time, but I've come to realise how much of a blessing they are to me. They have given me a huge amount of freedom. They have been very patient with me, putting up with my weird antics. Haha. Their constant nagging, to help me do things I would've otherwise have postphoned till like forever. Indeed I've been very blessed, I know you guys read my blog, I would like to say...
Thanks Mom and Dad! I love you.............. Can I have a new handphone? Wahahaha... Just joking la. =P


Had spiritual pot-luck at night. Shared about the past year and how God had brought me thru the tough times. Everyone shared their Verse for 2006 too, mine would be Ecclesiastes 12:1 - Remember your Creator in the days of your youth, before the days of trouble comes and the years approach when you will say, "I find no pleasure in them"

Then we had Holy Communion. I guess we overshot the timing? And we missed the New Year countdown. Then very funny, at 12 midnight, while we were having Holy Communion, the neighbouring chalet was like going "My heart goes shalalalala~! Shalala in the morning!! Yeahhh~!! Woohooo~!!" Then our chalet was like so quiet. Haha.

Sunday went to church with Mabel and Shawn. Quite weird la, haha. Everyone was dressed nicely, to welcome the New Year, and the 3 of us were like in shorts and slippers. Haha. After service, we waited for Alvin to finish his worship practice then we head off to play dota!! So fun. =) No need to see la, of course my team won. But I shall not say whose effort it was. I shall wait for either Mabel or Julian to come and tag me, saying why my team always win k? Haha... =P
No la, just joking la. I know Proverbs 27:2. Hahaha... Not me la, coz I lucky to kena good team mates every dota match. =)

Couldn't remember what I did Sunday night and Monday morning. That was how tired I was. Haha.. But after the chalet ended, we went to play dota again. Won again. Hehe... =P Not coz of me la, coz Julian and Mabel so pro. =) Dun play play k? Mabel's dota is pro, she killed brian so many times. Hahaha... Lina r0x0r5! After dota, me, brian and alvin went to MT!! Haha... Then went back home at like 10.

I need rest! I'm gonna go do an afternoon nap now. Till we meet again! Tata~!


Nice quote by Cynthia - "have the heart of Mary in Martha's world."

=)