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Monday, July 31, 2006

Feeling so emo. Today is the most emo day of my life.

Everything is meaningless. Friends come and go. All good things must come to an end. Good memories fade. Bad memories haunt.
People. It's always about pleasing the people.
Who am I? Am I who I think I am?
Anmesia, what an interesting thought. Always wished I could experience it.

Why am I so emo. Recalled my verse for this year. Which I have chosen last year dec.

Remember your Creator in the days of your youth, before the days of trouble come and the year approach when you will say, "I find no pleasure in them"
Ecclesiastes 12:1.

How apt it is now that I look back. I would never have known how emo I would be this year. I chose this verse thinking that it would apply to me when I go into the army.

8 months have past. Not in the army yet. Retain. @#&* I hate school. I hate being in a faculty with over 500 students and not knowing a single soul.
Interesting fact of the day. I've uttered less than maybe 30 minutes of speech in school this year. Pathetic me.

I hate having to laugh all the time, even when I dont feel like it. Someone asks. 'Joel are you sad?' Someone else butts in 'Joel sad?! That has gotta be the joke of the century!' and everyone laughs. Shut up man. You don't know me.

No one does. No one except God. Not my parents.
You think I very happy that I retain? You think I enjoy telling people I'm still in poly? Stop lecturing me about the past. I got 87 for term test still come and scold me. What more do you want from me? I learnt my mistake and moved on. Why can't you?

Lots of other things. But I shall give my heavy heart a rest. Too much emoness can kill. =x

As I've said before. Feeling very emo. Gotta sort everything out. I'll be fine. Don't sweat it. Hah. This year is emo year. Verse of the year how apt indeed.





The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.

He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,

He restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.

Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death, [a]
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.

You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.

Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.


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