I cannot understand women.
Not the one closest to me, nor the one who raised me up.
Why do you like to harp on my mistakes? I feel like I'm on the verge of a mental breakdown. I show signs that I can't take it anymore. And yet you still do it. Maybe your whole aim is to just see me crumple and fall.
I cannot believe what you said. 'I told you, you shouldn't have went for this camp and that camp. You shouldn't play drums for church.'
I read the Bible. You scold me for not studying.
Maybe I should just stop going to church. Will that make you happy?
Stop being unreasonable. Don't blame on other thing, people, God for the mistakes I did. I try to redeem myself. I study enough each day to get a 87 for my term test. Is that not enough? Do you want a 100? Does that satisfy you? What do you want from me?
Ask me to save money everyday giving excuses that we are poor. Alright I skip meals. Save money for them. And what do they do? Buy a plasma tv set and a home spa. WHAT THE HELL MAN. Don't preach what you can't do. Set an example yourself before you come nagging at me.
Honor your parents. This must be the most difficult thing for me to do now. Bah.
Maybe I'm fated not to have a long life. Sigh.
I wish I have enuff money now to move out of this excuse of a home.
Thank God for friends.
Thanks for all the encouraging words.
Confused. What should I do Lord?
I have no idea what I am doing. Sigh
Seeking God in the darkness.
Friends, hand in hand.
Riding out the storm together.
Finding peace again.