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Monday, August 28, 2006

BOO!

its been 24 days joel! Owhere'd you go! everyone misses you so!

esp *****!!!!! HAHA. whoever that is ;p. so after 3 weeks of staying at home, piling on with chips and sleeping your day away and becoming an A class couch potato, PLEASE SAY YOU'VE BECOME FAT! eh, Mother Nature biased la. i dont like you la Mother Nature. FAVOUR BOYS OVER GIRLS. boys always have high metabolic rate, and whatever you eat goes right into the toilet bowl!! and girls?! everything they eat, down to milligram of calory, goes right to our HIPS! where's justice?!!! GIRLS HAVE SUCH A SAD LIFE . boo hoo hooo hoo! )':

eh, you pig la! i bet you're just too lazy to update and came up with some excuse that you're on a comp fast to make me update for you right? haha. please HURRY UP come back and update your dying blog! so i wont smell the stench of your rotting blog and have a huge heart to help you update. you SILLY BILLY! :p

hah, so you're complaining you have nothing to do eh. go find A Girlfriend. you know?! stop your Girlfriends Are High Maintenance nonsense, i wont accept any of it! haha. dont believe those ridiculous nonsense! THEY'RE JUST JEALOUS THAT YOU'RE LOVABLE. and that girls like ***** and ***** and ******* and ******** just adore you. dont deny. (*names censored to protect the privacy of mentioned.)

if you continue staying at home to rot, how are you gonna keep the supposedly jeniused brain of yours! you cant compare with mine la. mines GENIUS, the original genius. and yours is JENIUS, the pirated version of GENIUS. and how are you supposed to keep the status JENIUS if you stay home and sleep your day away! so, go find A Girlfriend! it/she will help you keep the JENIUS title. T.I.T.L.E. not actually the real thing. ahahaha. (it/she. can be it or she. duh. but only female its ;p)

eh, i feel like a fool talking to myself ):< so ill end here! remember to come back faster or ill box you! im leaving on a jet plane (: bye worrrlddd! <3

9:40 PM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

I just had a revelation. This is a test from God. Honor your parents.

I'll stay off the computer for a month.
I'll save 50% of my allowance for a month.
I'll study 3 hours everyday for a month.
I can't just stop playing drums, but I'll go home straight after practice for a month.
I'll go home straight after church and cell for a month.

Honor your parents.
It's the right thing to do.

8:29 PM


I cannot understand women.
Not the one closest to me, nor the one who raised me up.


Why do you like to harp on my mistakes? I feel like I'm on the verge of a mental breakdown. I show signs that I can't take it anymore. And yet you still do it. Maybe your whole aim is to just see me crumple and fall.

I cannot believe what you said. 'I told you, you shouldn't have went for this camp and that camp. You shouldn't play drums for church.'
I read the Bible. You scold me for not studying.
Maybe I should just stop going to church. Will that make you happy?

Stop being unreasonable. Don't blame on other thing, people, God for the mistakes I did. I try to redeem myself. I study enough each day to get a 87 for my term test. Is that not enough? Do you want a 100? Does that satisfy you? What do you want from me?

Ask me to save money everyday giving excuses that we are poor. Alright I skip meals. Save money for them. And what do they do? Buy a plasma tv set and a home spa. WHAT THE HELL MAN. Don't preach what you can't do. Set an example yourself before you come nagging at me.

Honor your parents. This must be the most difficult thing for me to do now. Bah.
Maybe I'm fated not to have a long life. Sigh.

I wish I have enuff money now to move out of this excuse of a home.

7:54 PM


Thank God for friends.
Thanks for all the encouraging words.

Confused. What should I do Lord?
I have no idea what I am doing. Sigh



Seeking God in the darkness.
Friends, hand in hand.
Riding out the storm together.
Finding peace again.

5:18 PM