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serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
JOEL MOOOOO
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
I WANT A DEDICATED POST
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
YOU WROTE ONE TO EUGENIA!
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
IM JEALOUS
|raison d’être| -Hiro Nakamura- Save the cheerleader, save the world. says:
>.<
|raison d’être| -Hiro Nakamura- Save the cheerleader, save the world. says:
haha... okie okie
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
I WANT A THOUSAND WORD ONE
|raison d’être| -Hiro Nakamura- Save the cheerleader, save the world. says:
i'll write one now lol


Here, a dedicated post just for u. Haha. Now I can totally see it coming, tons of people msging me on msn just to ask me for dedicated posts. Hahaha.

Is this ok? Haha... I can't think of anything to write seriously... >.<


|raison d’être| -Hiro Nakamura- Save the cheerleader, save the world. says:
i cant think of anything to write leh...
|raison d’être| -Hiro Nakamura- Save the cheerleader, save the world. says:
heh
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
haha!
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
how come?
|raison d’être| -Hiro Nakamura- Save the cheerleader, save the world. says:
dunno........ >.<
|raison d’être| -Hiro Nakamura- Save the cheerleader, save the world. says:
what do u want me to write leh? heh
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
a one thousand word post
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
:p
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
you had so much to write for eugenia
|raison d’être| -Hiro Nakamura- Save the cheerleader, save the world. says:
alot meh... =x


So I'm suppose to write 'a thousand word post'! Ok there. Done! (:
Ahahaha. =P

Please don't kill me. =x


EDIT:: I got busted.

serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
JOEL MO
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
IM GOING TO KILL YOUUUUU
|raison d’être| -Hiro Nakamura- Save the cheerleader, save the world. says:
>.<
|raison d’être| -Hiro Nakamura- Save the cheerleader, save the world. says:
whyyyyyyy? =x
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
its not even a posttttt!!!


Haha. So I guess I have to write a proper one. Even tho this post is like already so long. Heh =P

Erm... Lemme see, Serene serene. Everytime so blur and so easy to bully. Heh =P
But that's why everyone likes u rite? So I guess that's a good thing. (:

U have like tons of guys liking u la, but I can't type all their names down here cuz u'll like really kill me. (If anyone wanna know just msg me in msn =P) Haha. And u'r in the camwhore click, where all the bimbos are in. =P

So I guess that proves it. U'r not as ugly as u think. And that u'r a bimbo. AHA! =P
Just kidding la. Heh.

U'r really nice and nice and nice. And I really don't know what to type anymore. >.<


serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
HAHA
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
You know
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
my sister just learning algebra
joel says:
uhhuh?
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
so she asked my dad a fraction question
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
then my dad say
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
pearlyn, whenever you see a fraction
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
whats the first thing you must do?
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
then i shouted cross multiply
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
then he say wrong
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
then he say remove the denominator
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
ISNT THAT CROSS MULTIPLYING
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
hahahah still have
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
then right my sister was like
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
HUH
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
THEN I DO ALL WRONG?
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
then my dad went like yes
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
all wrong
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
and she did like 50 pgs of math
serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
hahahahah so damn funny okay

I guess bimboness runs in the family. Haha!


serene} Camwhore Clique <3 says:
IM NOT A BIMBO BTW

Fine. U'r not. =P

"ur chruch still got any more matches or wat not call me if have lol and send me ur contact la lol."

God just opened a door for me to reach out to my friend! Hallelujah! And so many opportunities lie ahead. So who want to join me in partnership to reach out to my friends? Haha.

Just organise a game on weekends and we'll see from there, how about that? (:

Leader's Insight: The Subtle Sin of Grandiosity (Part 1)
Is my life in ministry helping or hurting my walk with Christ?
by John Ortberg, guest columnist


In a discussion with other pastor-types recently, the topic rolled around
to the state of our souls. "I don't mean to whine," said one of us (who
shall remain nameless, though I'm certain it wasn't I), "but I actually
found it easier to pursue spiritual health when I was not in ministry."
Almost everyone agreed: we felt hurried, overloaded, drained, and often
taken for granted.


This wasn't the first conversation I'd heard along these lines. We often
talk as if working at a church gets in the way of living the gracious,
winsome life Jesus calls us to. After a while the question is bound to
surface: What is happening when involvement in "ministry" seems to produce
less spiritually vital people?


I had breakfast recently with a friend whose father has ministered in
Christian circles for close to fifty years. His dad said to him recently,
"Well, son, we'll have to get together soon, as soon as I can get my
schedule under control." His son commented: "For all thirty-nine years of
my life, my dad has talked about what we're going to do as soon as he gets
his schedule under control. He actually seems to believe that someday his
schedule will come under control. He refuses to talk about or even
acknowledge the real reason why his schedule is out of control."


I remember a church-planting consultant who warned a group of us that we
would need to pay the price if we wanted a successful church plant. We'd
have to do whatever it took: let our marriages suffer, put our children on
hold.


But it seemed to me then, and it does now, that this cannot be the way God
intended ministry. If the purpose of ministry is to convince people to
live the kind of life Jesus invites us to live, how can the church be
built on people who give up living the kind of life Jesus invites us to
live?


The deeper truth
It may be that we get too busy doing ministry out of misguided but good
intentions. We think we are furthering the kingdom at our expense.


But usually the truth runs deeper than this. I believe that certainly in
my own case and in a fair number of others behind much of the fatigue and
overscheduling in pastoral ministry is a sizable dose of a subtle sin:
grandiosity.


This sin may involve saying yes when I ought to say no. It often involves
being preoccupied with my job and failing to be fully present with my wife
or my children or with God. That's because it's not just the kingdom, it's
my career or reputation that I'm extending.


A friend, a business leader, told me that one difficult thing about
getting older was reading accounts of other, more successful executives,
and then noticing they were younger than he. ("These articles always
mention their ages.") When he was younger, he told himself that when he
reached the age of whatever tycoon he was reading about, he'd match his or
her success. But as he got older, the game got tougher to play.


What struck me was I had done exactly the same thing in reading about
people in my line of work. I suppose this should not be a surprise. Ernest
Becker, in his classic book The Denial of Death, writes that narcissism is
in fact "the mainspring of human activity," which is, at heart, just a
good, Lutheran diagnosis.


This sin rarely gets named anymore. In our day grandiosity is tolerated as
acceptable, if not embraced as an outright virtue. To the Greeks,
Narcissus stood as a warning against excessive self-love. Were he alive
today, Narcissus would have an exercise video, a chain of mirror-walled
fitness clubs, and a string of successful infomercials.


But in our line of work, we are more likely to disguise grandiosity. We
don't give it its proper name, so we're tempted to think we've overcome it
when really we've just driven it underground. It comes out in resentment,
or frustration, or a vague sense of failure and shame.


Is Christ being formed in me?
A central question for my life these days is this: Is my involvement in
ministry helping Christ to be formed in me?


It's important to be clear on this question. How should ministry affect
the life of the minister?


This is not the same thing as saying people in ministry should do more
"self-care." Ministry may be inconvenient, tiring, even dangerous. It will
not necessarily make my life more manageable. When Paul speaks of
beatings, stonings, shipwreck, nakedness, sleeplessness, and hunger, he is
not describing a life that sounds particularly manageable.


But authentic ministry will never work in opposition to leading a life of
increasing joy and love and gentleness. Ministry must never be separated
from spiritual formation.


This central truth helps me identify grandiosity in my work: If ministry
is being done right, it will aid in having Christ formed in me. My
involvement in ministry (using ministry in the narrow sense of service to
the body of Christ) needs to be seen in light of an overall way of life
designed to help me become transformed. If it is not doing this,
something, somewhere, has gone wrong.

Heroes is damn nice. Haha
I've watched all 11 episodes in 24 hours.
Omg, you know what I think? Hiro is the coolest dude ever!


He can bend the space-time continuum! THAT HAS GOTTA BE THE SINGLE MOST COOLEST POWER EVER! Haha...
Teleporting man! Traveling time would be a thing in the past! Wanna go New York? Just contort your face and you'll be there in no time! Just remember to scream 'yatta!' when u get there.
Screwed something up? No problem, just go back in time to fix it! Wanna impress that girlfriend of yours? Just freeze time and fill the room with paper cranes. MOST IMPORTANTLY! Las Vegas is heaven for you buddy! "We japanese no skill, only good luck." Aha!
And he's the only hero that has a sword! Man... That guy is cool!



Everyone has got to watch heroes, it's gonna be out on channel 5 soon I think. But heck, you could always watch it on youtube first. Haha.


Are you on the list?

I just got my new specs, it's supposedly meant to be for 'army'. So it's sturdy and whatever, haha.

Watching american idol season 6. The starting few episodes were entertaining as usual. Haha.

Some people are just weird, they sound like crap but they think they're so good. Absolutely dumbfounding. I wonder if the people around them dissuaded them from auditioning or not; if they didn't, then I guess they're deaf.

And when they got flamed by Simon, they look genuinely shocked. HAH! Hilarious.
They cry, they curse and they promised they'll be back next season. Some people just don't get it huh.

But there were some good ones. I especially liked the indian siblings. The both of them were really good. Heh. I'll start doing some AI predictions when they are down to the final 20.

Adios~

1: Live an exciting life and write about that. If you don't have a great life, make up stuff you COULD have done during the day.

2: Update at least once per day. You don't get those all important pageviews if people don't come back every day.

3: Post a lot of lyrics that seem to have a deeper meaning. That makes you look reflected and smart.

4: Provoke your readers. Politics is a great way to do that. If you live in the US; write about why you support Bin Laden. If you live anywhere else; write about why you support Bush. If that fails you can pretend to have homophobia, be a racist or become a nazi.

5: Write horrible things about your friends, family and coworkers. Don't leave anything out!

6: Take and post a lot of pictures, often. If you don't own a camera you should steal other peoples pictures. You should at least get a webcam to show off yourself, and your cat/dog/whatever. If you are eating something, take a picture of that too.

7: If another blog you read write about something you find stupid, don't let the author get away with it! Write your arguements in your blog and use a lot of nasty words that you link to the blog in question. Remember to put that person down for weeks, and comment in that blog all the time with links back to your blog.

8: You need a very cool username! Your real name doesn't do. Something like "b0ib0i" "cutegurl" "dark_mysterious_angel" or a lot of XxXxX in it should do.

9: Involve yourself in a huge project your readers can follow, like getting pregnant, build something large, plan a wedding or take over the world. And at all times you should "diet". Never lose any weight, but complain about your weight while you keep your regular diet. If you gain weight you have a perfect opportunity to rant!

10: Tell EVERYONE you meet about your blog, both online and offline. Lots of readers and comments is the most important thing of all!


Good luck!

eugenia(: says:
huh huh?
eugenia(: says:
YAH LAH YOU
eugenia(: says:
terrible
|raison d’être| Bluez-Mukherjee Save our nation Lord! NO MORE LAN! says:
=x
eugenia(: says:
i want a long long one!


Yup. So I'm suppose to dedicate a looooooooooooooooooooooooong post for miss eugenia ling zhi ying. Is that your chinese name? I don't know. Haha.

Thanks to my best fren! She's really nice and all tho sometimes she's a little scary. But who cares about details anyway? Hah.

Anyway I owe her like an unagi sushi for every A she gets for O levels, so I'm hoping she won't get any. HAH! Just kidding. =P

Thanks for being my best fren! Heh... Or YOU should thank me for being your best fren. And never in my whole history of blogging have I ever dedicated a post to a single person, so you should feel honored eugenia ling zhi ying and treat me to something nice. (:

Hello!
School's reopening in 4 days time, need to chiong finish my reports and stuff.
Sian

Changed my blog song, support local music! A vacant affair. Heh.
Maybe I'll put west grand later, maybe not.

Amanda! I finally finished eating your huge lollipop. Ahahaha. =P

I've a wonderful theory, so listen up.

A thought leads to an action, even if said action never occurs the thought was still put in motion and according to the laws of physics for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction, so simply thinking something actually moves a portion of something else on a microcosmic scale.

Now imagine thinking as a wave. If I gather a million people and make them think of the exact same thing at the exact same time, would the wave amplify exponentially? And the small wave becomes a huge tidal wave and destroys an entire civilization. Nah, but if we can harness this energy, wouldn't it be wonderful? We'll be, in effect, creating energy by thinking. WOW!

Man... A theory worthy of a nobel prize don't you think so? Yes? (:


EDIT :: This is for people who think that I'm crazy. People thought Isaac Newton was crazy when he found out gravity. People thought Galileo was crazy when he suggested that the Earth wasn't in the middle of the universe. People think I'm crazy now, but we shall see in the future. Muahahaha!!!

EDIT :: Forget the theory, it has been refuted. Thoughts are metaphysical, they are not part of the physical universe. So using newton's law of physics, does not apply to a metaphysic property like thoughts. But o wells, it was worth the try. I'll think of something else in the meantime. Haha.

Ok. HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Since alot of people r doing like a thank you list thingy, I shall join in the crowd and do it too. Hah. (:

God - Thank you for every single thing that happened in my life. Be it the ups or the downs. Thank you God. (:

Zec, John, Alvin - Thanks for being such great brothers to me. You've really blessed me alot. God bless u abundantly this year. (:

Matt, Jul, Lionel, Justin, Tim - You guys are nuts man. Thanks for bringing much joy in my life. (:

Sharon Lee - Thanks for Pei-ing me on all the bus/mrt trips back home and eating supper with me even tho u'r like on a diet or whatever. Haha. God bless u (:

Amanda, Ethel, Melissa, Serene - Thanks for being there when I was down. Always cheering me up, giving me cards and notes of encouragement and all. Thanks Amanda for that huge lollipop! I still haven't eat yet... >.<

Mabel Sin Mei Yee - Thanks for... I don't know... Being such a barbaric, crazy and fierce woman? Ahaha... U'r a great friend la. Thanks (:

Sam Goh and Jon Leong - Finally the 3 Musketeers r reunited huh? Haha... I won't ever forget those days when we were as tight as butt cheeks man, and sam goh's the wedgie. Ahaha... =P Tho we bully sam goh like all the time we still love u la sam. Ahaha...