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Sunday, October 28, 2007


2:01 AM

Saturday, October 20, 2007

The day most of my ocs mate dread. 17th dec.
We have to bring a date into the really out-of-the-way ocs camp for some social night.
The catch is... If you don't bring anyone it'll be 7 extras for you! Yipee!
For non-army people, a nice comparison would be this.
If u don't bring a date for your prom, then u'll repeat o levels again.

2 words for this.

Suck thumb. Lol

11:06 PM

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Peter pan isn't a kids cartoon.
It's an adult fantasy where people don't grow up.
I find myself stuck in a web of responsibilities suffocating and struggling to be free.
Will I continue to labour on till the day I die?
I don't know.
All I know is life goes on.

Army taught me to 'suck thumb' whenever things don't go your way.
I refuse to believe it. There's always another way out. You just gotta keep finding.

Why did I just said that? Don't I already know the answer? The way out?
But knowing and doing are two very different things.
It's so hard to look upward to seek Him, when problems just crash down on you.
What am I suppose to do when I see my peers all struggling to survive in the brutal and unforgiving world that is OCS.
What am I to do?

To give up? Or to strive on.
I am reminded of how the butterfly has to struggle to get out of the cocoon before it can fly.
How long will it be before I can truly be free?
Only God knows.

Till then I will struggle on with a smile on my face.
Give thanks for what little I have, and for life itself.
And continue on with the knowledge that I have a God, parents and close friends that will stick with me no matter what.


To lead to excel and to overcome. That is the OCS motto.

12:30 AM