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Tuesday, December 30, 2008

2008 has been a really bad year for me. The worst year I ever had in my entire life.

Army has been really tough, losing touch with friends, losing touch with God.
All the loose morals being taught in army, I really regret some of the things I've done and picked up. I believe it caused my downfall. People entering army you really have to guard your hearts. I pray for all of you.

Personal relationships has been on a low, commitments in the army meant I've no time for friends. But now I know it's a matter of priority and I committed the mistake of placing other things over people that matter most. 'No time' or 'tired' are just excuses, playing DOTA is just running away from reality. I've hurt people with my non-committal attitude, and immature behavior. And I'm sorry for it.

God has been mostly neglected in my life, I choose to place army over Him. What a joke right? What was I thinking? Now I don't even remember how was it like when I was on fire for Him. I'm just hanging by a bare thread. God save me.

I feel like a hypocrite, smiling every Sunday pretending that nothing's wrong, even involving myself in church activities and events. Trying to busy myself with church commitments, without the love for Jesus. It is just meaningless.

I've even started to think if I were to die now, will I be able to end up in heaven? Or will I burn in hell. I think most probably Jesus will spit me out from His mouth and say 'I never knew him'.

And thus I say, 2008 has been a really bad year for me. I hope 2009 will be better.

My verse for 2009 will be the whole of Psalms 51.

Pray for me and my well-being brothers and sisters, I do not want to end up as yet one of the many people who turn away from God while serving army.

See you when I see you.
Ciao~

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