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Sunday, February 08, 2009

Wow. I just realised that this is my 401st post! Imba. Haha.

Today, my good friend Nelson left for Australia to study, and the class of '86 has been reduced to just Nicolas Wong and me. Sad isn't it? What happened to everyone? Melissa Chang, Angela Tang and Samuel Wong left church. Samuel Chan and Nelson Cheong are currently studying in Australia. I don't think I've left out anyone. Have I?

As I look back at happier, innocent and carefree times, I can't help but regret the things which were left undone and words which were left unsaid. What happened to us? Weren't we close friends back then? Could things have been done better to prevent people from leaving our family?

Questions flood my mind, with no answers in sight. I walk by faith, believing is seeing. One day, God will give me the answers I seek whether it be on Earth or in Heaven. I believe it.

What is my life's purpose intended by God? I believe it has nothing to do with what I've intended for myself, absolutely nothing. Is that why I feel so out of place? So burnt out? I think life is meaningless. Without the friends that I have now, I feel I would've broken down a long time ago.

Why Lord have you created us this way? I would very much like being a robot for You, things would be so much easier. But oh wells, all in Your perfect plan huh. I do not understand, but Lord have Your way.

Sometimes I think it's really impossible to be Christ-like. To even have 1% of 'Christ-like'ness would have been really imba for me. The idea of being Christ-like is really too far to grasp for me right now. I am so flawed and sinful, how can I possibly be Christ-like? May the Lord's mercy and grace be upon me.

Jesus's blood washed over our sins, and the victory has been won. He was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon him, and by his wounds we are healed. It just brings me great peace and joy to know that.

Ranting about everything and nothing. It's 0145hrs now, and I'm very very tired. Waiting for the bunch of them to finish their game of DOTA and I'm running out of things to write. As I've pondered all these issues in the past half an hour, may it make you think too. I believe it's good to make enquiry of the Lord, add some much needed focus to life. And the bunch of them are finally done, I will be joining them for a game before hitting the sack.

Ciao~

12:58 AM